If Only I Could...

What if you had just learned that your days are about to come to an end? Would you quietly accept your destiny, or would you fight this one final battle? What if the vanished love of your life had crossed your path once more? Would you let that love slip away once again, or would you embrace that elusive joy, even if only for a while? And what if the demons of your past disturb the delicate reconciliation you thought you had found? These are the questions facing John Kadel in If only I could..., a simple story about love. This is not a romance. It is a tale of the true and lasting love everyone dreams about-the undeniable love only some find in a lifetime of searching. John Kadel is a stubborn, single old man with a colorful past and questions for which he has no answers. Not long after his doctor hands him a death sentence, John runs into someone from his past.