Janki thought that ?they? would ?sway together in the storm, will ride on the waves of joy, sitting on ?a boat of pleasure, the two will swim together, but his boat ?was tied?.? Before ?s?he could open ?her knot?, the storm had passed and T?u?shar l?a?y ?spent, ??quiet, embarrassed, ?beside Janaki. Today, he ?acutely felt his weakness, this was not the first time? this had happened?. Janki felt as if the power had gone and ?on looking for light had found a piece of candle ?, just as her eyes were adjusting to the light, the small candle flickered and died. On that day, Janki felt that the incompleteness a bit too much, hesitating?ly said, ?'?you do it very quickly?.' ? Tushar was even more embarrassed. The reason for his embarrassment was ?his weakness? for? drinking alcohol?, drinking ?he lost consciousness?. He? did not eat food and even? when he? ate it, ?he ate inefficient ?junk ?food, with alcohol, due to? this? his body ?had become? weak.