Ajaab -E-Zindagi / अज़ाब-ए-ज़िन्दगी  (Hindi, Paperback, Swain Lingaraj)

Life has always been a four-way traffic square. Always letting us choose the way we want to get along. Always has different destinations, results and outcomes. It always allows us to have different perspectives and point of views. Every way we opt, every path we take leads us to certain gains and losses, certain rewards and risks and it depends solely on us to co-relate between those two sides and choose the reward we want and the risk we are ready to take. It’s easy to choose the good and avoid the bad but it freaks the brain, heart, soul and conscience to choose one good thing among multiple good things or to avoid one bad thing among multiple bad things. And between these confusions we lose ourselves. When we choose either of the paths, we always loose the things which would have come to us by opting the other one. Sometime we are compelled to choose some ways either due to external compulsion or due to the dilemmas of our own conscience. We lose something in order to get something. That is the sole characteristic of life. We always have some wishes remain unfulfilled. Life gets poured, poured and poured but never spills out of its brim. It always has that emptiness with in itself, that vacuum with in itself. The only thing we can do is to live with this emptiness. And life has to be lived like this only where pain becomes solace.